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IX - Lonely Abyss
...I've been wandering through this empty chasm for so long now...
...There's nothing here at all; nothing to fill this void in my heart...
...The silence poisons me, slowly kills me, until I am no more...
...Yet I do not try to leave, for this pain is all I've ever known...
...I feel like this is all my fault, that the silence is what I've wrought...
...But I don't ever recall wishing for something as cruel as this...
...Maybe it's because I never said anything, so it became easy to forget me...
...It may be too late since I've been trapped in this noiseless abyss for so long...
...But I AM STILL HERE!!  So please... don't abandon me... this loneliness hurts so much...
...I don't want to feel like I've been forsaken anymore...
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Literature
VIII - Worst Betrayal
…You never told me anything…  You always said "I'm fine"…
…You never acted upset…  You always smiled so beautifully…
…One day you seemed so happy…  The next day you were dead…
…You took your own life…  Are you happy to be dead…?
…You held a cold metallic blade…  And pressed it against your skin…
…You slid it across your wrist…  Creating a deep gash in your flesh…
…Warm blood flowed out…  It filled the tub you laid in…
…Stealing your cold life away…  And washed it away into the drain…
…I didn't cry at your funeral…  Not a single tear left my eyes…
…People thought I was heartless…  Like our friendship was a lie…
…I didn't cry at your funeral…  Because I've cried since you've died…
…I just ran out of tears…
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Literature
VII - Tell Me
…You tell me you're upset all the time…
…But you tell me you don't want to whine…
…You tell me you're just in a bad mood…
…I'm not ignorant…  I'm not blind…
…I know you're never this rude…
…I'm your friend…  Your actions I don't mind…
…Yet you tell me you don't want any aid…
…You tell me to handle my own situations…
…But you can't keep your troubles to yourself…  You'll go off like a grenade…
…When that happens, you'll make horrible and irreversible decisions…
…So stop waiting for the inevitable…
…Just tell me why you're so irritable…
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Literature
VI - Cherishing Something
…You tell me how much you love something…
…Yet still you let it slip away like butter…
…As if you don't truly care about it…
…As if it doesn't really matter…
…I know you're lying every time…
…But the time will come when you truly do cherish something…
…Protect it… Don't let it slip away…
…I cherished a friend a long time ago, more than anything…
…I cherished them more than my own life…
….Yet I still let them drift away…
…Don't make the same mistake I did…
…That path only ends in a land of regret… with nothing but sorrow in your way…
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Literature
V - Only Watching
…You've always been my closest friend…
…We've always protected each other; our wounds, we would mend…
…And as time passed by, my feelings for you grew…
…But I doubt that you ever had a clue…
…When there is something that troubles me…
…A problem that blazes like a fire deep inside of me…
…You suddenly appear like magic by my side…
…Freezing the fire and fighting it until it died…
…My feelings go untold… And I wish to let you know…
…Yet I fear your reaction…  What if it leaves me feeling hollow…?
…I treasure our friendship more than my life…
…I don't want to be selfish and cut it like a knife…
…So I bide my time, hoping the right moment to tell you will come…
…But you talk about someone else, and waiting starts to hurt me some…
…Still, I watch you from afar… Even though I'm close to you…
…Every time I think of
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Literature
IV - Tyrant
…Do you enjoy causing pain…?
…Do you know what your actions are capable of…?
…Let me tell you… You're no better than an arrogant tyrant…
…You think you have so much control…
…You harm those who don't agree with you…
…It's rare that the pain is physical…  But there is a worse type of pain than that…
…You stab an invisible, burning knife into one's heart…  Over and over again…
…You strike a weak kindle with a blazing match…
…You tell them you're sorry…  You tell them you didn't mean it…
…If that was true, then why do you keep doing it…?
…Still they forgive you…  You may have everyone else fooled…
…But I'm not ignorant…  I won't be deceived…
…If you know anything about history…  You'll know that tyrants are overthrown…
…I await the day when your cruel reign crash
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III - Emotions
...You think you understand so well…
…You understand nothing...  Nothing at all…
…You think I'm emotionless because I don't show anything…
…I don't smile because of people like you…
…I don't cry because crying doesn't solve anything…
…I don't show anger because that only causes problems…
…I don't laugh at your cruel jokes because they're hurtful to others, not funny…
…I'll say this once…  And only once…
…I have emotions… I am human, after all…
…I just don't think people like you deserve to witness them…
…The only ones who will ever see my emotions are those who truly deserve them…
…If I don't consider you a friend, it's because of you…
…Don't harm others because they don't have the same morals as you…
…One day, I hope you'll experience the same pain you've put me through…
…The difference between us will be that I'm use
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Literature
II - Torture
…When all is gone…
…When all is lost…
…Death has already won…
…And is the final cost…
…People everywhere have no idea…
…How others truly feel…
…They have no idea…
…The pain they don't reveal…
…Others make this pain worse…
…They don't know how much pain they add…
…Life will soon finish its course…
…And they won't feel bad…
…What's the point in living…
…When all you get is suffering…?
…People say it's best to be giving…
…Yet it seems they only give more suffering…
…People always harm others, giving angry glares…
…Yet they have no idea how tough this pain really is…
…Always hidden; when it's not, nobody cares…
…What if they died to get away from this…?
…You have no idea how tough the pain can be…
…And no idea what type of life they suffer…
…Is death the only way to be
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Literature
I - Betrayal
...When everything is gone... After everyone is lost...
...I don't see why I should care...
...I found out they lied... I found what they sought...
...All of this pain is too much to bear...
...Perhaps I should quit... Perhaps I should turn...
...Now nothing they do can make me care...
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2012-27-09

...One...  I will never show myself on the internet...  Ever...
...Two...  I will never share my political or religious beliefs...  These lead to arguments...  Arguments over the internet are like a colorblind person attempting to solve a rubix cube...  If you want to share your view, feel free...  Just don't try to press your beliefs onto me or start a huge argument...
...Three... Thanking me for a favorite or watch is unnecessary...  You made the artwork or wrote the literature...  I simply enjoyed it...  If you're going to thank anyone, thank yourself...  This said, I will still thank someone for liking my work unless told by a specific artist not to thank them...
...Four...  I will not add any personal pictures to my favorites...  Examples of these are a picture of your pet, your car, your house, or just you...  If it's cosplaying, that's different and not considered a personal picture...  The reason is because, simply put...  I don't care...  The same goes for tourist photos, unless it's legitimate photography...
...Five...  I will not be writing journals that often, and I don't repost memes...  When I submit a work, whether it's literature or art, do not flame on it...  I do not mind constructive criticism on my art that is meant to help me improve...  But if you don't like my literature or an artwork, don't tell me; simply get off of my page...  I won't feed a weak spark with kindle to create a flame...
...Six...  The reason I post the ellipses (...) before and after sentences is not because I'm "depressed" or "emo"...  Think of it more like a dialect, if anything...
...Seven...  I will always write dates in (YEAR-DAY-MONTH) format...  For example, today's date is September the 27th of the year 2012, so I write it "2012-27-09"...  So if the day is the 1st-12th, do not think that the middle number is the month...
...Eight...  When I write a journal, it will officially end with "- Haitaku"...  That way it won't seem as though I have anything left to say...  And if it seems that way, either it wasn't important enough to say, or I forgot to put it in...  We all make mistakes sometimes...
...Nine...  If I make a mistake, be nice about it...  I try to avoid mistakes whenever possible, but I am human, and we all make mistakes...
...Ten...  The reason for this journal is because some points can easily be confused for something else, or just to be used for future reference...  I dislike being unclear when I'm trying to explain something, so if I'm unclear in something, let me know and I will clarify myself...

- Haitaku

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...As of this point, there is nothing special about this channel... Perhaps in the future...

...The poems I write will be straight from the heart... I put as much effort into my drawings as I can, though these will be rare... There isn't much else you can ask for...

...And no, I will never show myself on here... Anonymity is one of the greatest aspects of the internet... It sparks one's imagination... Why would I ruin that...?

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punkandgothkid Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2013
tagged you! :) [link]
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DarlingAngel0565 Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2013  Professional Writer
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Happy New Year! I also want to apologize for the late reply
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WordOfChen Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Professional Writer
Hi there,

This message is probably a little overdue (like weeks overdue xD), but I want to thank you so much for watching me. I hope that you'll continue to enjoy the kind of work that I do and keep reading my poetry and literary works. :iconawwwplz:

Also, in case you didn't know I have a live youtube episode of WordofChen that is released every sunday! :iconplanningplz:

If you'd like to check it out, the links can be found on every poem :iconhandsomeonionplz:

If you're interested in my facebook or other stuff. Just check out my main page or send me a note (if lazy) :iconherotimeplz:

Alrighty, thanks again and bye for now :iconbaibaiplz:

-Captain Chenbeard of the Black Fedora Pirates :iconwordofchen:
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